Dear Agony

"I will find the enemy within, because I can feel it crawl beneath my skin. Dear Agony, just let go of me. Suffer slowly. Is this the way it's got to be, dear Agony? Don't bury me, faceless enemy. I'm so sorry. Is this the way it's got to be, dear Agony? Leave me alone. God, let me go. All blue and cold, black sky will burn. Love, pull me down. Hate, lift me up. Just turn around. There's nothing left. I feel nothing anymore."

Where are you, oh my heart?
I thought i knew just where to find you.
I've grown tired of this game of hide and seek,
Only to find it hidden under lock and key.

numb...numb

Where are you, oh emotion?
I thought you were sewn upon my sleeves.
I grow tired of this digging,
Digging to find it's still further buried.

numb...numb...

Why does it seem the one who hid it is the only one who can find it?
Is the one who buried it the only one that can unearth it?

numb...numb

Cut through like a knife
Drive through like a stake
Scream out in the rain
Unearth from this grave